Wednesday, January 8, 2003

Some days are crazier than others.
How do one remain sane when stuck right in the midst of chaos?
I guess it is the start of the new year.
Well one week later anyway...
I am fumbling around wondering what should i be doing this year.
Oh yes, another little existentialist self discussion.
More why am i here... what am i suppose to do...
Geez.
Am i turning 27 soon?
27?
No kidding.
When did that happen? Did i miss it?
People around me are becoming older too but they didn't seem so.
I don't feel so either.
Has a whole generation of people just finally decide to stop growing all together?
Or is it just my little warped perception...

I want to be somebody.
I want to look back at myself and be somebody.
Perhaps i should stop asking questions and starting doing...
Perhaps i should start by not saying perhaps...

I am going to be somebody.

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